Today I saw my old best friend....at the time I was so excited, I haven't seen her since our harsh parting in August...We were both nice and started texting each other after. We talked not like best friends, but as acquaintances... it was hard and weird. I wanted so badly to tell her everything. To let her know that I still loved her and that in my heart she'd always be my best friend. I wanted to tell her that she was wrong and that I didn't hate her...just her decisions...In the end of our friendship I just couldn't handle her decisions anymore. She was going against everything that I believed in, and what she use to believe in. What every happened to staying pure until we were married? What ever happened to following God and keeping him in every thing we did? I could never understand why she would want to give into what everybody else says is right and what we know is right...I still don't... I know peer pressure can be hard to handle, but I always knew that I wouldn't do anything that God wouldn't like...
I guess you can say that I am really disappointed with her and sad.. She was the one who showed me the path to Jesus. Through her I began down the road that I am on now...but over the past two years she has changed paths...I guess you could say she is no longer walking with me....=( It makes me cry thinking about it. How can somebody so FOR God all of the sudden be so AGAINST God?!?!
I don't know what to do...should I call her and let her know how I truly feel once and for all and just pray that God leads us down the path that he wants us to?....=( Or do I stay silent and let her believe whatever ideas she has in her head about why we departed so sudden???
I just don't know what to do..This is so hard...
Hey girl! I know that this is difficult for you. :( but just keep praying for her. If she truly had a real genuine relationship with Jesus, then He'll bring her back to Himself eventually. Just keep loving her and praying for her. Remind her of God's love by showing her that even with all of this going on, you still love her and want the best for her. Just show her the love of God. :) God's been teaching me a lot lately about His perfect love. The New Testament is FULL of verses that talk specifically about what exactly God's love is and looks like. Just keep praying, girl. I promise, God will bring healing through all of this. It may take a while, but He promises to give us strength and peace. Hang in there. I love you! <3
ReplyDeleteThank you girl! And I do, I pray for her all the time. I know God has a plan and everything is happening for a reason.
ReplyDeleteLove Ya too<3