Lost Friend

Has anybody ever lost that one best friend that they thought they would never lose? Did that lose come so suddenly that even though months have pasts since you have last spoke, you are still shocked they are not your best friend anymore? If so, I know how you feel...=( It is not a good feeling. And even though I have a new best friend who is close to the lord like me, I still find myself missing and longing for my old best friend. How can you just forget four years of friendship? How does one let it go? One can't, that's what. You feel guilty for forgetting, so you don't...I know I do. =( But everyday I have to keep telling myself to let it go. God doesn't think that that friendship was right for me, and no matter how much pain it causes me, I have to accept that. The problem is I'm still in the process of getting over the shock....*sigh*