Lost Friend

Has anybody ever lost that one best friend that they thought they would never lose? Did that lose come so suddenly that even though months have pasts since you have last spoke, you are still shocked they are not your best friend anymore? If so, I know how you feel...=( It is not a good feeling. And even though I have a new best friend who is close to the lord like me, I still find myself missing and longing for my old best friend. How can you just forget four years of friendship? How does one let it go? One can't, that's what. You feel guilty for forgetting, so you don't...I know I do. =( But everyday I have to keep telling myself to let it go. God doesn't think that that friendship was right for me, and no matter how much pain it causes me, I have to accept that. The problem is I'm still in the process of getting over the shock....*sigh*

Time!

     AHHHHH!!!! So much to do and so little time!! =(  .....Or in some cases, so little to do and so much time. Today, it happens to be the first. We can't seem to get anything done around here....so frustrating. I vow now that when I get a place of my own I will never EVER let it get so messy! It just makes things more difficult if you let things slide 'cause when you finally decide to do it down the road, it's going to take twice as long  because you have to twice as much work...Ugh!
    
 

The Beggining

Oh wow....where to start??....I was so excited about making my very first blog but now that I got one it seems as though my mind has gone blank. Funny, eh? I honestly hate when this happens. I know I have a ton to say because I'm such a chatter box, but when put on the spot i seem to clam up!!!! Grrrrr!!!! Well, I guess I'll start with who I am. haha
       Hello, My name is Chelsea. My middle name is Marie and to tell you the truth, I hate it. It's not that I don't like the name, it's just that a lot of people have it as a middle name. I don't really like being like other people, so having a middle name that a lot of other people have sort of bugs me. Anyway, I'm sort of your typical tomboy cowgirl. I live in the country and do a lot of hard work. I'm also graduated this year, so that makes me two years ahead of the game. I would have to say that lazy is not in my vocabulary, haha. Life is going right now... I'd have to say that the main thing that keeps me going is my amazing boyfriend, Kyle. Everyday in the littlest of ways he encourages me to keep my head high and to keep going. He often calls me the center of his world, so I've decided to call my blog that =) Now you may be thinking that this blog is going to be all sappy and about my man...well, you're right!!! Hahahah just kidding!=) He'll be talked about quite a bit, but this blog is going to be more then just him, it's going to be  It's Just Me