I just can't take this anymore...what I thought was gonna be a good thing is just turning into a disaster.
Moving over here was suppose to be a fresh new start. No more fighting or drama with my parents...just fresh. But I've found out that its anything but that. It's one thing to get yelled at by a parent, a completely different thing getting yelled at and bossed around by someone who isn't your parent. I fyou think having one set of parents isn't bad enough, try having two. Actually let me rephrase that, trying having your actual parents and then another set of adults that THINK they are your parents. I say think cause they really aren't my parents and shouldn't have a say in as many things as they seem to THINK they do. ...Like trying to limit my cell phone use. ..Uh yeah right! You don't pay my bill, so you can't take away my phone. I think the thing that bugs me the most though is how they get mad at me for not hanging out with the family more and that I need to be part of the family more, but then at the same time they tell me I need to do more to earn my keep here. That I'm not doing enough, not pulling my weight. It's just frustrating,,and stressful...but I guess this is going to help motivate me to do in school and get a better job so I can save .. and over the summer move out....Cause I am moving out as soon as I find somewhere to stay....
anyways enough venting...time for some sleep...
I'm sorry you're going through this right now. I remember thinking how great it was going to be once you moved out. Thinking that it was going to solve all your problems.
ReplyDeleteIt just created more, though. I don't remember the last time you weren't stressed in some way or another. I miss you so much and I can't wait for this phase to get over. I'm excited for the next phase to just start already.
I love you.
Thank you Kyle and I love you too!=)
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